february poetry

Here are a couple pictures and short poems I wrote in the past month.

Music:

the sound of your voice was music to my ear

and now that your gone its all I long to hear

you were my favorite song

even though we were wrong

now it is so quiet

no music

just fear

Dreams:

I had another dream of you

I awoke in tears, praying it was true

but then reality hit

and my heart sunk a bit

I wonder if you dream of me too

Things:

Things just aren't the same

and I can't help but want to place some blame

it could have been you

or it could have been me

I just want these bad memories to just let me be

missing you:

Its so hard missing you

even after all we've been through

because if I let myself grieve

then I'll have to believe 

that what happened was never really true

Like I mentioned in my last post I have decided to change up my content. I thought I would start by sharing some poetry I wrote and some pictures I've taken, and hope to continue to share more of my writing in the future. Have a great day :)

-theresa

Life Update (Please Read)

Happy belated New Year everyone! Let me start off this post by expressing my apologies for my lack of posts and absence from social media. Not only have I been incredibly busy with my advanced classes and extracurricular activities, but I had a few unexpected curve balls thrown my way in recent months. Now that some of that excitement is dying down I feel I owe all of you an explanation, witch unfortunately isn't a short one because it is due to a large number of circumstances. One reason for my extended vacation from blogging is because I feel too stuck in the format of my blog. I started this blog back in 2014 with no idea of who I was as  a person. Everything I posted about was extremely materialistic and impersonal, witch is not what I want for my platform. I want a space where I can talk about real things, explore other passions, and share my writings and feelings. Recently I feel that this blog is still stuck in that original plan I had, and I want to break free from that mold and post content that I am passionate about, not all the fake superficial things I found myself writing posts about over an over again. Not that all my old posts were meaningless, I stand behind all of my previous work, I would just like to use my platform for more important things, and use it as a space to share who I really am, not the person I am trying to act like. I don't know if that makes any sense, but the thought of that has kept me preoccupied for quite some time. I'm not sure what is going to happen with this blog moving forward. I've considered restarting with a completely new blog, but I don't want to let this one go. One thing is for sure, that from now on anything I am putting out online will be genuine and things I feel good and passionate about. Thanks to all of you who have been on this blogging journey with me, this blog has helped me grow up in ways I cannot even express. Hopefully we can continue this crazy adventure together too.
-Theresa